Saturday, December 31, 2011

Happy new year sayang !

See baby i do care about you ! Stop saying that i dont care about you ! I fucking love you so much ! This few days i susah hati sey ! Im scared that you went out with whoever pon i dont know, i hope you really stayed at home cos you promised me :( today i hope you tak go out ..

I fudging love you ok ! If cn i wamt you to be here right now :( i need your huggies and kisses ! I mitchu soo much :( hmmm please check the blog and read this . Bye baby <3

-FitriYanaW.

Friday, December 30, 2011

bestest boyfriend ever


look at that picture above you know what it says?well it says"fuck you ppl ive gt the bestest bf ever bitches"hahaohmygosh im sooo happy close to tearing actuallycos i had the feeling to read my blog and when i opened it i saw fitri blogged at my blog and im like reading and halfway i stopped cos it was too sweet for me to handle hahahah i wanted to cry like on the spot pls!hais ive never expected bby to do that oh and of course i finish reading it.seriously i feel like hugging and kissing him right nao pls..i wuvwuv him la pls...
*bby i really love you hubby!comeback quick syg and keep blogging cos i know and understand its hard for you to call from kl.hmm syg im really happy right nao and im actually bragging to sissy hehehe^*k bby im too happy dont know what to say ready.lubchiu cayang muahmuahmuah and HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Misses !

Baby i swear that i miss you so much ! I fucking miss my baby, my wifey, my my my urgh my everything ! Bby i love you so much ! People do you want to know why this cutebbygirl is the best girlfriend i ever had in my life? Let me tell you why, she's the only girl ive known that has the highest limit of patience ! I think no other girl can bare being with me !
She is very caring ! she pamper me like a new born baby ya know ! I still remember when we were at the chalet, when i woke up and i open my eyes i saw this beautiful angel staring at me like im a baby and give me the sweetest morning kiss ever ! I promise i will not forget that precious moment through out the chalet ! I swear we were behaving like husband and wife, we fight, smile, laugh, care for each other exactly like we were married !

Please I dont want you to leave baby! You are the best of the best i hope we can last long ! I just want both of us to go through thick and thins togather no breakup please ! I cant even imagine what will happen to me if we break up ! I think i cant be inlove anymore . Baby im 100% sure you are the perfect one ! Lets just fuck what people say thatwe are still to young for a true relationship ! Lets fucking prove to them that we can have true love at this age ! Ok lah bby i have to go right now ! Any thing just blog ok bby ? I love you so fucking much ok ? Sorrh for any typo or grammar mistakes im just letting out my expression that ive been keeping for a long time. Byee muaaaah ! And this is straight out from my heart !

I love you so much muahhhs !
-fitri. Forever21 FitriYanaW.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

same shit everytime

hais isit possible to take control of everything?life,decisions,my feelings,the truth,the lies and you?would i be able to change all the imperfections in my life?well i guess a lil would be okay but what bout the big ones,the problems that never stop to scare me till it became a fear that made the reasons for me to shed tears everynight.the complications that frustrates me that make me feel insecure bout everything.the feeling of loosing my loved ones in a sec cause of a terrible mistake i make.what if it is you i lost due to this.due to the hurricane in my mind that stops me from thnking straight and i say one word.one word that lead to nomore you in my life EVER!the what ifs that pop up once in a while just to scare me and theres noone to asure me that everything is fine that evrything is okay.not even you.hmmmmmm terrible moods digust me.tsk

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

uuuuuuugggggggghhhh!



i fucking miss fitri...hmmm no others words to say or describe this fact.yes i miss fitri! </3 kbye nk go cry

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

What movie makes you laugh?

grown ups

can i help you?

voice out your opinion or go along with others?

voice out

can i help you?

Have you seen snow before? Do you like it? How was the feeling like?

sadly no:(((((((((

can i help you?

Will you still watch the show if you found out that there will not be a happy ending?

no

can i help you?

Hello Yana ! Long time no tLk :(

heyyyy miss you!

can i help you?

thought i could manage 10 days hah!


okayy chill yanaa 4 more days and fitri will be back!eeerrrggh seriously man i thought id be fine with himleaving for 10 days but i swear this is hell!it made me realize how important he is in my life and that id never want to loose him.haisyy i made it clear to myself that whatever shitt he did in kl i will forgive him.i know he wont tell me but oh please i know my bf very well.he's just plain naughty and he's a teenage guy in kl with no parents.you get my drift?haha whatever it is i miss him soo much!muaaaah bbyxx well  on top is pictures of me with no makeup and no contacts on.ugly ikr hahah kbye