See baby i do care about you ! Stop saying that i dont care about you ! I fucking love you so much ! This few days i susah hati sey ! Im scared that you went out with whoever pon i dont know, i hope you really stayed at home cos you promised me :( today i hope you tak go out ..
I fudging love you ok ! If cn i wamt you to be here right now :( i need your huggies and kisses ! I mitchu soo much :( hmmm please check the blog and read this . Bye baby <3
-FitriYanaW.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
bestest boyfriend ever
look at that picture above you know what it says?well it says"fuck you ppl ive gt the bestest bf ever bitches"hahaohmygosh im sooo happy close to tearing actuallycos i had the feeling to read my blog and when i opened it i saw fitri blogged at my blog and im like reading and halfway i stopped cos it was too sweet for me to handle hahahah i wanted to cry like on the spot pls!hais ive never expected bby to do that oh and of course i finish reading it.seriously i feel like hugging and kissing him right nao pls..i wuvwuv him la pls...
*bby i really love you hubby!comeback quick syg and keep blogging cos i know and understand its hard for you to call from kl.hmm syg im really happy right nao and im actually bragging to sissy hehehe^*k bby im too happy dont know what to say ready.lubchiu cayang muahmuahmuah and HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Misses !
Baby i swear that i miss you so much ! I fucking miss my baby, my wifey, my my my urgh my everything ! Bby i love you so much ! People do you want to know why this cutebbygirl is the best girlfriend i ever had in my life? Let me tell you why, she's the only girl ive known that has the highest limit of patience ! I think no other girl can bare being with me !
She is very caring ! she pamper me like a new born baby ya know ! I still remember when we were at the chalet, when i woke up and i open my eyes i saw this beautiful angel staring at me like im a baby and give me the sweetest morning kiss ever ! I promise i will not forget that precious moment through out the chalet ! I swear we were behaving like husband and wife, we fight, smile, laugh, care for each other exactly like we were married !
Please I dont want you to leave baby! You are the best of the best i hope we can last long ! I just want both of us to go through thick and thins togather no breakup please ! I cant even imagine what will happen to me if we break up ! I think i cant be inlove anymore . Baby im 100% sure you are the perfect one ! Lets just fuck what people say thatwe are still to young for a true relationship ! Lets fucking prove to them that we can have true love at this age ! Ok lah bby i have to go right now ! Any thing just blog ok bby ? I love you so fucking much ok ? Sorrh for any typo or grammar mistakes im just letting out my expression that ive been keeping for a long time. Byee muaaaah ! And this is straight out from my heart !
I love you so much muahhhs !
-fitri. Forever21 FitriYanaW.
She is very caring ! she pamper me like a new born baby ya know ! I still remember when we were at the chalet, when i woke up and i open my eyes i saw this beautiful angel staring at me like im a baby and give me the sweetest morning kiss ever ! I promise i will not forget that precious moment through out the chalet ! I swear we were behaving like husband and wife, we fight, smile, laugh, care for each other exactly like we were married !
Please I dont want you to leave baby! You are the best of the best i hope we can last long ! I just want both of us to go through thick and thins togather no breakup please ! I cant even imagine what will happen to me if we break up ! I think i cant be inlove anymore . Baby im 100% sure you are the perfect one ! Lets just fuck what people say thatwe are still to young for a true relationship ! Lets fucking prove to them that we can have true love at this age ! Ok lah bby i have to go right now ! Any thing just blog ok bby ? I love you so fucking much ok ? Sorrh for any typo or grammar mistakes im just letting out my expression that ive been keeping for a long time. Byee muaaaah ! And this is straight out from my heart !
I love you so much muahhhs !
-fitri. Forever21 FitriYanaW.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
same shit everytime
hais isit possible to take control of everything?life,decisions,my feelings,the truth,the lies and you?would i be able to change all the imperfections in my life?well i guess a lil would be okay but what bout the big ones,the problems that never stop to scare me till it became a fear that made the reasons for me to shed tears everynight.the complications that frustrates me that make me feel insecure bout everything.the feeling of loosing my loved ones in a sec cause of a terrible mistake i make.what if it is you i lost due to this.due to the hurricane in my mind that stops me from thnking straight and i say one word.one word that lead to nomore you in my life EVER!the what ifs that pop up once in a while just to scare me and theres noone to asure me that everything is fine that evrything is okay.not even you.hmmmmmm terrible moods digust me.tsk
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
uuuuuuugggggggghhhh!
i fucking miss fitri...hmmm no others words to say or describe this fact.yes i miss fitri! </3 kbye nk go cry
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
thought i could manage 10 days hah!
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
cherish every moment
im always being patient with baby.always giving him chances.the reason behind this is because i cherish him sooo much.yll may think that a girl who still is with a guy who cheated on her or lies to her is stupid and dumb and yll would look down on her but seriously it takes alot of courage to do that.to not give up the ones you love.and i believe in that.if we love someone so much we should not give him up easily.we should have faith that he would change.cos as far as im concern as written on top, "YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE WORST TO GET TO THE BEST" yes this is sooo true cos if every human gives up easily and couples keeps breaking up then there wont be married couples anymore .if we want to last long we have to always forgive and forget and i as i girlfriend who love my boyfriend sooo much im willing to take the chance to forgive him on every mistake he made and if gods will we can last long and maybe get married?heheh i know we want to get married so hopefully our wish would come true one day.heh heh bby im sorry ive hurting you in my recent posts but heres a post just for you to see and know that ill always be by your side loving you every moment while i still can^^it doesnt matter if we fight all the time better not actually but still the important thing is we still love each other and i love you soo much dear fitri :)
Saturday, November 26, 2011
living young wild and free
So what we get drunk?
So what we smoke weed?
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out?
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free
[Wiz Khalifa]
So what I keep ‘em rolled up?
Saggin’ my pants, not caring what I show
Keep it real with my niggas
Keep it player for these hoes
And look clean don't it?
Washed it the other day, watch how you lean on it
Give me some 501 jeans on it
Roll joints bigger than King Kong’s fingers
And smoke them hoes down ’til they stingers
You a class clown and if I skip for the day
I’m with your bitch smokin’ grade A
lublublub<3
indie night
its saturday day in today with indie music on not texting anyone in particular nor am i making any plans for the weekends.its plain old me with my earplucks on dancing in my mind to my playlist of indie music.from tdcc to vampire weekend to lykke li.ooooh the music is just amazing.have the sudden feel for indie nao its just so relaxing to hear with me pms-ing around right nao and bf not texting hah wth with that right?ive gt indie music as a companion for the weekends nao i dont need him.tsk bf have been a pain in the ass.im not sure bout him right nao.grrr mixed feelings arousing right now.i dont know if i should love him or not.i mean like am i stupid?i accepted someone who lies to me recurringly and i forgave him and he is forever not texting me but im right here waiting.aint that just plain stupid or what at times i feel like i need him.and that he have been there for me like most of the time he have been the most amazing and that i love him sooo much.grrrrr fuck i think im just having moodswings that i feel this way.go away quick pls.i totally hate pms-ing :( but fitri never gets it.he knows i pms he knows im sad cos he read my blog but he does nothing! fuck yeah he does nothing bout it.he wants me to win his heart and takes care of it but why not he try to make me happy for a change?try and win my heart back!my fucking trust back!tsk he doesnt care at all.hmmmm fuck him la dont want to fucking bother since he dont.im just gonna enjoy my music.goodbye....................im good im gone^^
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
how naughty i was before
Sunday, November 20, 2011
being att doenst make me young anymore
i have the fucking feeling to just drink and swim and dance and smoke all in one night like i used to last time!but i know i cant now cause the diff is i was single then,i could even swim with my bra and panty if i wanted to but now im att.i have a rule book to follow.hahs i chose it.endure........
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maybe we were meant to be
so hey im back i felt like blogging^^ ive been busy with work i hope 7th dec comes fast please.i want to have a look at the sum of money i have earned myself for the effing first time hahahaa.kay not literally uhk since i did kendarat bfo but yea.okay today imma talk my heart out bout what ive been feeling lately.ive been pretty sad actually.hmm karma is hitting me back that fo sure.hahs!this so reminds me of nawawi that eff up wimp that doesnt have the guts to tell me he want me.wtf with him alright.but seriously its really coming back to me.the lies,the cries,the big fights,the cry at night bfo i go to bed,the cheating,the motherfuck stories that we both know it aint true.yeah that.by that yll should know that me and fitri have been going thru tough times together.i think for me this relationship is on a roller coaster ride as i dont feel it anymore.the everlasting happiness.yeahp.we had a big fight that day i even asked for a break up i swear i could have cried a river but i didnt.but my heart was totally hurt by hearing to his lies when i already knew the truth.only myself know that is karma but i still didnt want to accept.hmm i couldnt take it anymore till i heard his silence when i sad i didnt love him anymore.well that hurts fo sure and it hurts me to listen him go all quiet and me being weak inside i forgave him but i know i wasnt happy.i wasnt happy cause im scared.i couldnt possibly trust him right?or could i?idk!but im not happy i have insecurities now.i truely loved fitri but he lied and im not sure if he gonna change or lie again thats why im not happy.he thinks i am but im not.i faking this cause i love him i want him to be happy.hmm well i hope he see that i love him.i hope he wont hurt me anymore cause for the million times i think im saying this I TRUELY LOVE MUHAMMAD FITRI!idc what people gonna say bout him but my heart have falll deep with him.i swear.if yll would like to know how weak i am well my tears are falling just my typing all this down.hmm i so scared he is gona leave me.well if he does tho my heart is always open for him.xx
fitri:baby if you do read this hmm im sorry i said that i wasnt happy but i faked it all because i dont want you to know that im sad cause i want you to be happy.i would do anything i could just to make you happy dear youve change my life in so many different ways starting by being the only person who truly cares bout me who would get angry at me if i didnt listen who would pamper me like a lil baby who would do anything just to make me happy.and wuld even lie to win my heart.i swear youre the sweetest thing.and youre my fucking best.forget bout the bull i said bout my ex being the best you should know that you are the best baby i hope you are proud of that cos im proud of you to win my heart and be my best dear.muahs xx
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
high and lows
Friday, November 4, 2011
bestgirls ever!
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so hey guys! I-AM-SOOOOO-BLESSED! heeeee im sooo lucky to have these girls as my besties!their just soo sweet and loving!jazlina and fanna have posted a blog post about me and how much they missed me being in school.im sooo touched that i actually cried.haisy its the sweetest thing ever!i really do aprreciate friends like this who would go thru life with you no matter what thru thicks and thins they will be there standing behind you lifting you up everytime you fall they will be the pillars to keep you up they will be there to cheer you on.everytime!i really miss them especially jazlina who im really close with.cant wait to meet them soon.apart from having an awesome boyfriend who is also very important to me i have this awesome kiddos!life is great i swear!but my bby more important uhk heeh sorry guys.muaaaaaahs xoxo oh btw yll can check out what they wrote exactly.their bloglinks are at the captions of the photos^^byee
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
make-up
facts
these are 10 facts about my boyfriend that makes him amazingly awesome^^
- he could do this really cool tongue roll which many could but its the fact that i cant that makes him cool
- he could strum the guitar one time and it automatically makes me smile
- he plays the keyboard so damn good
- he kisses me all the time
- he can pull off the backcomb hairdo pretty well
- he's got sense of style
- he dress the way i like guys to dress
- he has chinese looking face
- he's pampered
- he pampers me all the time
funny how pictures depicts us sometimes
i was just looking round tumblr and found this.hah! this is so like me and sissy.me with the messy hairdo and casual looking clothes and wedges while sissy with her headband and accesories not so much of the clothes tho.heh cute much tht this depicts me and sissy^^
say hey to my 100th post
okayy so yeahp yesterday i went town to meet baby^^ we went plaza sing to catch a movie.we watched reel steel cause he wanted to so i give in but yeah the show was totally awesome shit plus there was a cute lill boy in the show hahaha.oh yeahp did i tell you guys that baby surprised me with a guess wallet?oh yes he did!!!! hahaha my baby is full of surprises i like ^^so the was just lunch>movie>walk arnd>dinz>home hehe quite boring when u think of it but when youre with someone u love then it feels like u soo dont want to end the day but unfortunately the day ended and we went our separate ways:( so i had much fun with baby yesterday as always^^ and so i end my 100th post byeeeee
xoxo.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Any special place to recommend to bring a loved one for a special occasion?
paris hahahhaa u need the money bro
Which flea market do you frequent? What was the best deal you got from the flea?
dont really shop at fleas^^
me
hello.here's 10 facts bout me^^
- i like to bite my lips
- i cant live without my hp as its my only faithful companion
- i always have moodswing
- im in love with white bunnies
- emojis are cute to me
- i love rainy days
- im way too dependant sometimes as i like it when ppl pamper me heeh
- i love to sing(eventho i know i cant)
- i have always wished i had a talent
- i have low self esteem
Saturday, October 29, 2011
high commisioner lagi per?
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| yanaa2x^^ so yeah its high time i blog bout the week right after n-levels:) so basically i forget everything i did haha except the chalet^^ so fitri invited me to his friends chalet and i swear it-was-super-fun! hehehe i get to meet bby of course not only that i too get to meet yanaa too and i had lotsa fun and got wasted and everything best ikr!heheh eventho it was only for a night i swear me and bby got soo much closer together as we get to spend a whole night and day together.i obviously have not get over that awesome day eventho it was weeks ago.i really think that bby's friends are friendly and fun to be with.i suka pls! not only my boyfriend is the best but i get to make friends with his friends ok thats normal but for me its hard to actually clique with any of my ex's friends so this time round i manage to clique with fitri's friend especially yanaa.^^so thats very special to me.told ya fitri is the best boyfriend i ever had:) okayy la thats all not much to say actually.kbyee |
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