deepest conversation

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

i miss you

just like us

i used to be okay

i used to be okay when you cant meet me up.

i used to be okay when sometimes you reply me late.

i used to be okay when you hang out with your friends.

i used to be okay when you go out drinking.

i used to be okay when you smoke.

i was always okay.

but now...

its not eversince..

i realize everytime i ask for a meetup youre busy but found out you went out with friends.

i realize that im getting late replies from you sooo often

i realize that when youre out with friends you dont bother about me

i realize when you go out drinking,ill get hurt cos u did something bad

i realize that youre getting too addicted to ciggs

im always hurt now.

but you...

you dont seem to care.

haisy

i sense june repeating itself.

cry.

happy half a year baby

HAPPY SIX MONTHSARY FITRIYANAA^^ i cant believe ive gone thru sooo much with fitri.this is unexpected cos he used to be just a friend.i didnt really fell for him the day i met him but he made me fall for him:) thts the sweetest thing a guy ever did pls!! hehe okok eventhough we not celebrating as usual-.- i hope you know i love you soo muchy kay.


apart from all the sixth month excitement im still feeling down cos bby gotta work for three days during the f1 and i bet he wont have time for me.haisyyyyyy already hating the feeling that we dont spend much time tgt and nao this.really making me sad pls but enduring no matter what.have not been myself lately i keep thinking negative about stuffs haisyy this really make me feel so sad and useless.dont want to be a dumbfuck who gets cheated.im scared.yeah.bye.

FITRI

Me and fitri have our times of sadness,mega madness,dissapointments,heartaching sessions,breakup moments.but despite all that we have manage to go through it and go through it together.that is what i like about our relationship.yes we fight like nobody's biggy,we are rude to each other when things get rough.vulgarities here and there but that all would only last for about a few hours i must say then we go back to being the sweet couple we have always been.eventhough we fight we still love each other as much as before.fighting didnt make us love each other lesser.fighting makes us grow closer together as we would realize after the fight how much we have gone through together and how strong we both have been.being with fitri have thought me that giving up isnt the solution of having a happy realationship but forgiving the other party and giving in will keep us happy and together.<3

most cutest thing pls

In the kitchen,only with a baby

sleeping soundly in a blue nursery

A little boy.

I feed Fitri breakfast,kiss him

goodbye.He heads on out the door

to work.The baby wakes

Wanting his mommy.

I breastfeed him,change him,

put him in a hansome,soft clothes.

Take him to the park in a stroller.

Everyone wants to see him.

He's a model baby.Hardly ever cries.

Has my straight hair

and fitri's fair skin

The perfect combo.

me.fitri.danniel azriel<3

not much to say anymore

ive gt not much to say lately.been hurt.ditched.scolded.left.dissapointed in myself for letting things happend.haisy..i just feel like going drinking have a smoke.not really a smoke but yea.feel like going out and enjoy for atleast just one day without having to deal with fights and sadness and anger like the usuals.im soo tired of being the weakling.i just want to chuck all the sorrows aside all the couple madness aside and go out.since he doesnt want to meet me up like all couples do then ill go out by myself chilling with my babes:)obviously im not going to party yet like what i said earlier im just gonna go out and chill^^

disaster

blame it on march

forever 21

bye.

someone like you

sad and pain

i hate it when you dont prioritise me.when you care about yourself more than my feelings.when you make others more important than i am.when you treat me just the same as others.i hate it soso much.hmmm
i dont feel it anymore.i really dont want to feel this way but you made me.hais.so much for being forever 21.

lazymazy

so what new? heh me not going to school again. heeee...been soo lazy to go to school these days since theres not much to do in school.what i do in school is disturb my babes who are studying haha cause i dont have the mood to study.yes i know im suppose to be studying since Ns is just around the corner but seriously i dont like to study when ntg actually goes in my brain.sucha waste of time pls.skipped twice this week and i have a feeling im not gg to school tmr either haiyy..lazy bunny^^

no motive

okayy i swear this post no motive,play dressup oooooh:)).look up!^^i think i quite sexy uhk uhk but i swear i was jealous at some of the ladies who entered miss universe.watched the encore ystrday and some of them their bodies were fvcking sexy pls but some were too bony or too fat.haha i want to have naice bods too but hao?if i keep on eating.hhaha i dont have high metabolism btw:( ok whatevs lahh just havta tone my body.ok nao i want cleep im super tired and ive got no mood idk why actually hais.

you are always there but sometimes you reallyreally dont know how to make me feel like im actually your top priority.im not saying im not happy.i am.very happy actually.but sometimes you just dont care.my feelings are invisible to you.hais why isit sooo hard to actually get your attention.at the end of the day im the one crying for you.urrgh i actually hate to be the weak one but i havto cause i want to and also bcause i heart you so very much.gonna sleep this feeling off.hopefully it will get better.hmms

feelings urrgggghh..

here are the pictures for the dinzat lau pa sat.yea i know its kinda late ready but so what?heh enjois!
lately im rather happy but not.sad but not kinda feeling.idk what or how to describe this terrible feeling i have right nao.its like im stuck in the middle with no help.no help at all.noone can save me not even myself can save me.sometimes im all okayy and happy but at times that sadness in me arose.i dont even know why im sad but i keep thinking of the worst lately.haiyy with overloading stress for n-level and  the  fact that my report book shows signs of failure my mood just goes haywire.im trying soo hard to control this ever painful feeling so that i wont burst into anger and blow things up.besides that there are actually somethings im very unsure of.alot of questions running thru my mind which i dont usually care much about.but nao all these seems to matter.and the worst is it hit me right at the time when im actually feeling soo helpless.this is terrible.i swear.but despite all this,im still happy tho.i have my smiles on and laughter surrounds myself.i have got the greatest friend and awesomely boyfriend to always keep me going on,cheering me up all day:)with the rain these days that actually could make me happy as i love the rain,yes i can cope with the unsure feelings that is going on in me.no worries.xoxo

darwisyah

so yea this are pictures from last sats open house at one of my grandaunt's place^^darwisyah.yea thats the qt girl that i love^^BABYFITRI! the video is for you hahaha be jealous kay bby.looks like you have to share me with my lil cuzzy.huhu^^xoxo

i cant dance

hey i just realized that i cant dance.i swear.hahah my hips not sexy enuf i think that i cnt shake it well like hao others shake theirs hahaha kay im talking crap.i soso fvcking bored right nao.ive gt ntg to do.noone asked me out.i cant slack cos bby dont like if i slack arnd.bby is out so i cnt otp with him yea bummer i know right bby is out having soo much fun while im stuck home with ntg to do.reply mcg pon lmbt.tsk jadi angrybunny baru tawu.hehehehe you know i know that i dont like to pick a fight so imma play it cool^^ill just find something exciting to entertain me till the rest gets home so they cld entertain me.hahah whre my lil bro at when i need him.hais.swear his my source of entertainment at home.oh ya!i gt something to share.wait kay brb

21st post

She said if you love me let me know
If you don’t then let me go
[Tyga - verse 1]
The memories soon fade, why couldn’t they be erased
You hoping it’s just a phase, your heart’ll heal within days
Some people think it’s wrong, being single isn’t right
But you hurt the right person you’ll be wrong all your life
Inevitable to let you go, separate the sexual
Feelings when I’m close to you, f-cking til’ the sky is blue
Morning time, home fries, cooking with your t-shirt on
Panties, bra, damn I eat you good when you take it off
Ha, damn I’m nasty, I mean you make me nasty
Going the extra mile flying just to make me happy
Did it all, too much wasn’t enough
Now it’s gone but sometimes I sit and hope
[Adele]
I hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
I hate to turn out up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
I hate to turn out up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
[Tyga - verse 2]
Whatever ever happened to love and being happy
Infatuated with lust, I loved you and now I’m backwards
Time is of the essence, I broke it, took it for granted
Love is like art, heartbroken on the canvas
Painted the perfect picture, you seemed to never get it
Colors prevail and you turn into a f-cking monster
Schizophrenic, nicknames Bonnie and Clyde
Now doctors calling us Mr. and Mrs. Hyde
How do you manage but still do you
Can’t compromise, we all equal opportunists
It’s when I’m level headed they aiming to take my head off
Birds flock together, tell bitches I’m throwing bread off
Cold, women, fall in love getting splintered?
Strictly plutonic, only thing she want is dinner
I can’t fuck with her, get her some tonic, gin, liquor
She might let me lick her, now she miss me sayin
[Adele]
I hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
I hate to turn out up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
I hate to turn out up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
[Tyga]
Angels in the a.m., sin on my flesh
Girls in the p.m., excuses PMS
They all wanna love em, call em Ms. Next
Spirit of a hustler, I only chase checks
Go home
I ain’t tryna do you wrong
I’d rather be alone
Just sittin on the throne

you make me feel

i love you & only you.

its not a hit and run^^

perfect

 baby nak gini pls!! hhehhe

bby buat tatts mcm dier pls!!

hehehe yanaa takder keje bby sini bby sane! huhu^^ but my bby lub me he would do anything for me!bluek to those girls who dont have a bf like mine.hehehe so proud of having fitri pls.i just want to boast to everyone hao loving my bby is! grrrrrr andand  my baby got sexy bumbumz does yours have?NO! hahahahah okok enuff gotta get ready gg town to get dads birthday prezzie^^

formspring.me

can i help you? http://formspring.me/yanaabunny

What genre of songs that make you smile ?

when my bf raps to me.nt really a genre tho

can i help you?

change in me

so yeah went lau pa sat for dinz with family ystrday will post more pictures soon when sissy have uploaded it to the lappy alrights^^

A broken heart is a common metaphor used to describe the intense emotional pain or suffering one feels after losing a loved one, through death, divorce, breakup, moving, being rejected, or other means.Human beings are not always aware of what they are feeling. Like animals, they may not be able to put their feelings into words. This does not mean they have no feelings.a man could be in love with a woman for six years and not know it until many years later. Such a man, with all the goodwill in the world, could not have verbalized what he did not know. He had the feelings, but he did not know about them. It may sound like a paradox .paradoxical because when we think of a feeling, we think of something that we are consciously aware of feeling.It is surely of the essence of an emotion that we should be aware of it. Yet it is beyond question that we can have feelings that we do not know about.hmm well i know right now i am for sure scared that ill suffer from the term heartbreak.i just hope that everything is okay between us.im willing to change every slightest bit of me that is imperfect for u.i want to me just right.perfect.just for you.i want to be the best.the sexiest.the only one u look at and i want to be the reason for your smile like you are the reason to mine.cos i am aware of what i am feeling nao.i know how much my love for you is and i trust myself that it is true.<3 sacrifices will be made.for sure.xoxo

raya with the babes part 2

so yeah picture from jazlina's cammy^^ enjoy xoxo