i used to be okay

i used to be okay when you cant meet me up.

i used to be okay when sometimes you reply me late.

i used to be okay when you hang out with your friends.

i used to be okay when you go out drinking.

i used to be okay when you smoke.

i was always okay.

but now...

its not eversince..

i realize everytime i ask for a meetup youre busy but found out you went out with friends.

i realize that im getting late replies from you sooo often

i realize that when youre out with friends you dont bother about me

i realize when you go out drinking,ill get hurt cos u did something bad

i realize that youre getting too addicted to ciggs

im always hurt now.

but you...

you dont seem to care.

haisy

i sense june repeating itself.

cry.