not much to say anymore

ive gt not much to say lately.been hurt.ditched.scolded.left.dissapointed in myself for letting things happend.haisy..i just feel like going drinking have a smoke.not really a smoke but yea.feel like going out and enjoy for atleast just one day without having to deal with fights and sadness and anger like the usuals.im soo tired of being the weakling.i just want to chuck all the sorrows aside all the couple madness aside and go out.since he doesnt want to meet me up like all couples do then ill go out by myself chilling with my babes:)obviously im not going to party yet like what i said earlier im just gonna go out and chill^^